Are you sure loneliness is the root of this? To me personally it sounds a little like an attempt at justification (not that you need any justification for what turns you on) as opposed to a reason. The actual problem might be that you're judging yourself for something that is actually quite human (i.e. getting a thrill from a taboo).
Suffering from depression is rather likely to make you question, judge or devalue yourself. You have a fetish - that's all.
Is it normal that I have become turned on to certain taboo fetishes?
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Are you sure loneliness is the root of this? To me personally it sounds a little like an attempt at justification (not that you need any justification for what turns you on) as opposed to a reason. The actual problem might be that you're judging yourself for something that is actually quite human (i.e. getting a thrill from a taboo).
Suffering from depression is rather likely to make you question, judge or devalue yourself. You have a fetish - that's all.