Is it normal that i have a second self that lives in my brain?

33% Normal
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This is gonna sound super weird but let me explain
A few years ago i was diagnosed with schizophrenia.. and although i now only get psychotic when im tired or stressed, although the trauma of the situation caused me to lose a year of my life to psychological amnesia... i cant even remember what my therapist looked like.

Anyway, i now sometimes find myself going into a sort of daydream like state where i cant hear or see anything around me and i imagine this weird distorted version of myself and she lives this totally different life like shes beautiful and has a totally different face to me and she lives in this place where its always sunny but cold and she had this weird house where everything is white... like shes in no way perfect just happy despite living in this weird world... like sometimes i find when im trying to figure out how a situation will play out, my thoughts imagine HER in the situations not me and she says stuff id never say in a conversation...
Is this normal?

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33% Normal
Based on 12 votes (4 yes)
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  • mozemyrose
    6 years ago

    she sounds like the girl everyone in your life expects you to be. sounds like youre realistic is such a surrealistic way in your head. i love it. dont stop being you, you're tight as fuck. you know what it is.

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  • slasher21
    6 years ago

    Can you tell me more about this second self that you are saying.......

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  • slasher21
    6 years ago

    You said you are diagnosed with schizophrenia......are you visiting a doctor right now?

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