Is it normal that i have a desire to be castrated and nullified
I have for a long time had a strong desire to be castrated and nullified (have my penis removed). I hate my testicles and penis. I am ruled by them to the point I cannot go a day without sex, I now suck cocks every day and my wife recently found out and asked if I was gay. I told her I like men, She is disgusted with this. I cant help my need to suck cock and swallow cum. I look at gay porn all day every day while at work. I need to be castrated, I need my balls cut off. I want to be a eunuch.