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I was abused when I was little and ever since then I have been gay and I hate every aspect of my life! I hate it! I want niching to do with it! I do drugs, drink a lot. Blah blah blah, go seek help yeah yeah, been there, done that. It doesn't change the fact at all! Every single day I hope it's my very last! Is it normal to continue like thus?
try and think in perspective. in a few years you will die. fact. from then on, nobody can cast an opignion on you again. so do exactly what you want to do. get a caring boyfriend who will help you to dry up, and then do... anything. smile.
I wish I could be your friend. Poor kid. There's nothing wrong with you. Try to hang on.
well instead of crying about it, why dont you DO something about it. i think you enjoy getting people to feel sorry for, you enjoy the attention. otherwise, why would you put this post on here? your therapy probably didnt work because you dont want to get better because like i said, you enjoy the attention. grow up and man up. i understand you being so upset because you were abused because i had troubles when i was a kid but i got help and i helped others in my situation so i am not going to feel sorry for you because you are just being a big sooky cry baby. you know what is wrong so why dont you fix it.
His posing this question on an internet forum IS his way of trying to fix his problem which really isn't a problem except for the self hatred part.
He's been in therapy (talk doctors...) who usually are smug assholes that think they're better and smarter than you in my experience and I don't think he knows what's wrong with him. That's why he's here talking to us. I mean life DOES suck, we're all trying to figure how to live it more fully..
I agree with some of what ladyman said. You get out of therapy what you put into it. I was abused and lived a phoney asexual life, then gay, then got into therapy an realized I was bi and married a woman who's OK with it. Drink and drugs won't do anything for you. I hope you can kick them an come to terms with your sexuality and stop the self-loathing.
Poor sweetie. On behalf of breeders everywhere, I'm sorry for how you've been treated. *Hugs*
I think feeling bad IS normal frankly. Look at the society we live in. How can anyone be happy in this crap we call "life"?
And be thankful you are gay, it means you're not like everyone else and you won't contribute to the population which is steadily rising. (almost 7 billion people currently).
Heterosexuality stinks, they're ruining everything and think they call the shots for everyone else.
Just think what truly makes you happy. Have you ever been in a loving relationship?