Is it normal that i hate myself after doing weird/awkward things?

Try to remember that no one is paying attention to you as much as you are. What you remember you've done they have probably forgotten. We all do and say dumb things. Learn from your mistakes and then let it go. Life is too short to be so serious.

I'm the same way. Don't punish yourself for it. It's part of your awkward charm. ;p
Believe it or not but some people like that quality. It allows people loosen up a bit, be less serious because they become less guarded since you are willing to open up and be a lil goofy. Or at least that's how they see it.

me too but your just over thinking it. everyone has been a dumbass at some point. get over it.

Your probably an oddball who dose weird things in public like me and just now being self conscious of it

Well, if if makes you happy do it. If it doesn't, don't! You are in control. Trust yourself always!!

Every single person on the planet has done something stupid. The smart ones learn to laugh at it, because it's better than the alternative.

like a couple years ago i said this one this to i guy i used to like and i still regret it and whenever i think about it i feel sick

same

Why do you do those things? Does it just..happen?

I would suggest thinking before you act/speak.