IIN that I hate my mother for ruining my life ?

Man, you didnt come to this world to always be around your mom. I hate my mom too.. She doesnt hear anyone she just screams all day and use everything to start complaining and cursing.. I love her. But even my dad agrees with me. She needs to change her ways. I mean the way she screams at me a calls me names sometimes, it really puts heavy pain in my heart. She then says its only because she wants me to succeed in life. But her actions totally dont support that. She brings me down everytime and i just try to live with that, fight that and do what i want when i want and how i want it. My friend i am 22 not 30... I started to defy my moms rules when i she didnt made any sense...we have to try life.. Fall Hard and get back up..dont fear failing goals, its not the end of anything. Its just a start to make you better everyday as a human on this planet. My mom wasnt always like that to me... She talked very dearly to.me as a Child and would give everthing to me spoiling me... I grown up realised all that and made my man figure be felt by my parents. Always trying to show them what i can do on my own. You are still young. Don't be afraid. You dont even have to think about it or question this anymore. Do whatever you feel like doing. If your mom doesnt like it and makes you feel bad.. Or doesnt understand... Dont care about any of it. If she loves you she will know its time for you to leave under her wings..