Is it normal that i hate my mam & her family
I really do hate & detest my mams family. They are like a bunch of South American in-breeds. Her sister has stolen from me, lied about me, bitched about me & has always just generally put me down. Her kids have done the same since they were old enough to speak. My mum knows this & not only has she just turned a blind eye to it has stuck up for them when I say anything & accuse me of trouble causing! What sort of mother is that? I am so angry inside with my mum, I wish her dead. My baby brother died as a baby so you would think she would be overprotective about me........obviously not! I don't want any of them in my life but while there is hate there is feeling. I just want them all to go away & leave me alone but even now when iv moved into my own place they continue to bitch & blame me for anything that happens. I do hate my mum & cannot wait for her to die so, out of spite I can bury her away from my brother & without her family. Is this feeling normal? Like I said, I don't want to hate them I want to get rid of this anger & just feel numb towards them but I am finding it hard to get rid of the hate!