Is it normal that i hate my family?

i really hate my family they are just SO FAKE!!! i never felt like i belong here i am being mentally abused almost everyday nobody cares. i feel like im in a world all alone just dying to hurry and graduate so i can get outta here sometimes i wanna run away but, where will i go my mom's no she don't care she only want money she never loved me she love my 4 brothers and her boyfriend that's just how i felt about her always have well; if i don't love you i won't do for you is what they always say uggh i hate it when they say that I'm so sick of that sentence just because you buy for me don't mean i suppose to feel loved i always felt like a little UGLY, FAT GIRL who mother left behind with her aunt and grandma they was were always there for me but always make my self-esteem lower and lower each and everyday & im sick of it sometimes i sit and say when im alone LORD!!! y me ??? y do i have to feel so unloved, lonely, and sad each & everyday i never really really understand some nights i can't sleep i rather be died then to be apart of this family i hate them i them all i always have because since i was a lil girl they always made me feel like i belong in a trash can ..... but, im not going worry about nomo because when i graduate im leaving & im NEVER RETURNING BACK BECAUSE THIS IS A PLACE CALLED HELL!!!