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I find that having a sex drive is really bothersome. Not only is it a major cause for distraction, but reducing it can also take up a significant portion of time. I feel disgusted after I masturbate, and the thought of having sex is even more nauseating. I feel like I could free my mind and thoughts if I didn't have a sex drive.
I have a love/hate relationship with it. Nothing really interests me in life besides sex. On one hand it distracts me from doing other things but on the other hand it's my only incentive to try to succeed and have high ambitions because of how much more sex I'd get. If I were asexual I'd have no more motive to be rich and could as well kill myself or retire as a hermit on a desert island.
Once you have sex with another person it will not be such a bother. I would guess that you are a young teenager. This is really normal. Just understand that this is nature and do what you have to for masturbation and it will not be nauseating once you get to the point in life that this is really a wonderful life function. Hang in there dude.