I don't hate gays or bisexuals but sometimes I feel I do. Only because my ex boyfriend is bisexual and he was having sex with loads of different men while we were in a relationship. He also said he was in a relationship with one of the blokes while he was with me. It messed me up hugely and I can't help that I occasionally feel angry and disgusted towards him. I've even explained to him that I'm not judgemental of anybody else, just him because I really loved him and he broke my heart. I didn't even know he was bisexual and had cheated on me until four months after the relationship.. we'd remained friends and I still loved him when he admitted it all. I couldn't even look at him. I felt so betrayed. I don't feel the same way about him anymore but it still affects me now because a part of me still loves him and cares about him. Which is stupid because he doesn't deserve it.
Is it normal that I hate gays and lesbians with a passion?
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I don't hate gays or bisexuals but sometimes I feel I do. Only because my ex boyfriend is bisexual and he was having sex with loads of different men while we were in a relationship. He also said he was in a relationship with one of the blokes while he was with me. It messed me up hugely and I can't help that I occasionally feel angry and disgusted towards him. I've even explained to him that I'm not judgemental of anybody else, just him because I really loved him and he broke my heart. I didn't even know he was bisexual and had cheated on me until four months after the relationship.. we'd remained friends and I still loved him when he admitted it all. I couldn't even look at him. I felt so betrayed. I don't feel the same way about him anymore but it still affects me now because a part of me still loves him and cares about him. Which is stupid because he doesn't deserve it.