Is it normal that i had sex with my cousin when we were seven?
When i was around eight years old my cousins would stay over for a weekend, and at the time my six/seven year old cousin and i would go into the room, lock the door and "play doctor" by seeing each other naked and touching eachother in our genitals, and kiss them and i think one time even stuck it inside of her and she once sucked it, but we (or at least i) didn't know what we were doing, and this would happen often, about every time they came over or we went to them, which was about four/five times a year. And i would have her get into costumes, and i remember very well her thing that at the time looked like a small penis but i now know it is a clitoris, and i don't remember when we stopped doing this thing and all i know is that i dont know if she even remembers this, and she is from a very religious family. I think i also fingered and even fisted her a few times, i don't know what to do, it still freaks me out, please comment ideas and thoughts and solutions, thanks.