Is it normal that i get turned on by cutting clothing
I am a guy and for as long as I can remember the idea of cutting up clothing has turned me on. I love to cut up my clothes by cutting the collar off and making it into an off the shoulder top. When I see girls wearing shirts they cut up I feel far more attracted to their clothing than the girl. Wearing my cut clothes and mastubating into other clothes of mine gives me great pleasure. I feel like a weirdo because I'm not attracted to the kinds of things my other male friends are. Doing what I do isn't really hurting anyone but it leaves me feeling lonely like I won't ever find a girl who is willing to be with me or accept me. Is it normal for me to get sexual pleasure from cutting clothes or am I just crazy.