Is it normal that I feel very uncomfortable about looking good?

thank you. ❤

But I have asked you this ( I will copy oaste it again) and you didn't answer me.

Now about what I was saying about the body and the face. I find few bodies attractive in other women and they don't matter to me if she is not very pretty too. So for me it goes
curvy body = very good and very rare but only if she is at least very pretty.
Very pretty face = more rare than having a curvy body.

Very curvy body= amazing and very rare but the face has to be even better or at least as good.
Beautiful face = unique and extremely rare more rare than thevery curvy body.
I had this kind of thinking since I was 17 years old and I developed physically. Now I am 25 .

So you see when someone looks at my body oe calls me a sexy girl I find them stupid that they think that I would find that a complement. I actulh find it decaying. But we have talked about that ....

So I would never ever want to show pics in someone in this site. But do you think that if I showd you you would have some help to offer me with my problems ? Do you care to give me some advise and honesty ? Do you even think about things like that ever ? .... Because if you don't then there is no point me showing you my pics ....