Is it normal that i feel so out of place..

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I dont feel like I belong anymore... I dont want to go to school just want to sleep forever so I dont have to deal with the world anymore. It hurst so much inside but I'm the kind of person who keeps everything to myself always pretending the its ok everythings fine while I'm ready to break.. I use to go to school for this person. she was what made me feel happy and as if life was all fun and games even the most boring parts. I had the most fun only with her and now shes gone and all I can think of is the past with her and all the fun times we had. I cant move on and now life is so boring and I tried to replace her but I cant. I dont have a reason to come to school no more fun and games noting life seems empty. I feel like I dont belong here I feel out of place and I dont want to do anything... It feels like time is frozen and I'm all alone.I feel abandoned.. Is it normal to be like this?

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  • Jbeiberhole69
    11 years ago | pl

    Hey we all feel out of place at school

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  • Quiblum
    11 years ago | pl

    Totally normal, maybe a bit unusual, but still normal. Find someone else. I know I sound like a jerk right now, but if you're heartbroken (cheesy, huh) the only thing that can fix you is another person. Go out and play C:

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      11 years ago | pl

      well you see I know that so I tried alot but its just not the same. I really miss her and when I forget or try to forget I find myself thinking of her. she was kinda like "meri khuda ki roshni," with her I never felt sad and she understood me. I have other friends and all there fun to be with but its not the same happiness I got compared to when I was with her. She just left this impression on me.. and well when I'm with people I search for that happiness, that impression and I just cant find it. its as if it was only attainable from her and that makes me feel more empty.

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  • [Old Memory]
    11 years ago | pl

    I know what you mean. This world sucks. I feel out of place as well. Daydreaming helps me escape reality. But hey consider yourself lucky. You had someone who's special and liked you for you. That's something that most people never have.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      11 years ago | pl

      I know that and I've tried telling myself how fortunate I was but I'm human.. I became greedy and wanted it to last forever..but see the outcome of my greediness now I feel like I'm left with nothing..
      p.s thanks for reminding me :i *sady sad*

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      • [Old Memory]
        11 years ago | pl

        I think anybody in your situation would've wanted it to last. Don't beat yourself up over it. I was in your shoes once and all I did was kept reminding myself how awesome I was. True story.

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        • Anonymous Post Author
          11 years ago | pl

          yeah.. Thanks I needed that.. ^-^

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