Is it normal that i feel obsessed about cuddling with a brother figure?

I've had this WEIRD obsession for about a year now, where I feel extremely depressed and a bit suicidal thinking that I don't have a brother whom I can cuddle with (NOT sexually) or lean on his chest and have him hold me. I mean, everyone can experience such desires, but mine has become extreme to the level that I'm searching online for a 'brother', like what the hell. I even have a cousin brother who shows no interest in connecting to his family from overseas or in meeting me, and I feel like crying and every day is miserable. Is it normal? :( Probably not.

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38% Normal
Based on 21 votes (8 yes)
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  • Sounds like you subconsciously want a platonic protector. Not normal but ok. Maybe get some counseling?

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