You had a nervous break down simple as that, it's perfectly normal and extremely common. This spectrum of feelings is normal, we all feel them at one point or another im fairly certai that unless your seeing and hearing a person or other thing that no one else is it's not schizophrenia (different and commonly confused with split personality, schizos don't have split personalities) and not split personality disorder either (youtube actual cases, you see how non split personality you are)You want to be good to people but it doesn't always work out, each person doesnt always feel the same way you do at every point and it creates inner conflict you get angry and frustrated and want to stop caring and trying to please so that's what you end up doing for a bit, it's a release of tension and it feels good not giving a fug somtimes. Then your conscience comes into play and you realign yourself with what's good and bad.
Is it normal that I feel like I'm always fighting myself?
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You had a nervous break down simple as that, it's perfectly normal and extremely common. This spectrum of feelings is normal, we all feel them at one point or another im fairly certai that unless your seeing and hearing a person or other thing that no one else is it's not schizophrenia (different and commonly confused with split personality, schizos don't have split personalities) and not split personality disorder either (youtube actual cases, you see how non split personality you are)You want to be good to people but it doesn't always work out, each person doesnt always feel the same way you do at every point and it creates inner conflict you get angry and frustrated and want to stop caring and trying to please so that's what you end up doing for a bit, it's a release of tension and it feels good not giving a fug somtimes. Then your conscience comes into play and you realign yourself with what's good and bad.