Is it normal that i feel guilty everytime i buy or eat meat

I used to feel like that too. Then I finally became a vegetarian. Best choice I ever made :)

Well, I had the same feeling and in the end turned Vegetarain because of this... but that's just me...
Hmm, try to buy only meat from animals that have lived a decent life and where not stuck up in tiny cages... It's a bit more expensive, but if you do not eat that much meat (and you don't seem to), you should be able to afford it.. .And from expereince I can say that it stops at least part of the guilty feeling.

become a vegiterian then! fuck me who are these people...

It's an animal... Not a gorilla or a dog, a very unintelligent farm animal... As long as they're killed in a humane way, feel no guilt.

I feel guilty about it too.

Hahahaha. Me too!
I've started the if-it-had-a-good-life-I-can-eat-it diet.