Thanx for comments. Don't do roids...never have. I actually went to a therapist today to deal with this anger I'm feeling. This is actually a serious post. I want to understand why I'm so enraged right now. Is it delayed anger now that I'm all safe and warm? Is it because my momma didnt love me enough? I don't know, but the rampant disregard for the common persons pain pisses me off. I think my experience of being homeless and losing everything I owned has changed me forever. I don't really care that I lost my furniture or tv or DVD player, but I do miss the photos of my kids, the boxes of my children's mothers day cards and plaster of Paris handprints when my kids were 5. I'm angry that some sob who coulndnt pay his mortgage left me with nothing. I'm angry that my family is so disconnected that I lived in my car for 3 months. No one noticed. I guess I'm most angry with the myth that if you get educated and work hard, your life will be ok. How do people like Kim K look themselves in the mirror...wait...she is pretty! Is that the secret? If I'm pretty enough, will it all be good? Seems that way in our shallow, possession obsessed society. God. I really hate our society sometimes. See? Hating again. Good grief.
Is it normal that I feel angry all the time?
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Thanx for comments. Don't do roids...never have. I actually went to a therapist today to deal with this anger I'm feeling. This is actually a serious post. I want to understand why I'm so enraged right now. Is it delayed anger now that I'm all safe and warm? Is it because my momma didnt love me enough? I don't know, but the rampant disregard for the common persons pain pisses me off. I think my experience of being homeless and losing everything I owned has changed me forever. I don't really care that I lost my furniture or tv or DVD player, but I do miss the photos of my kids, the boxes of my children's mothers day cards and plaster of Paris handprints when my kids were 5. I'm angry that some sob who coulndnt pay his mortgage left me with nothing. I'm angry that my family is so disconnected that I lived in my car for 3 months. No one noticed. I guess I'm most angry with the myth that if you get educated and work hard, your life will be ok. How do people like Kim K look themselves in the mirror...wait...she is pretty! Is that the secret? If I'm pretty enough, will it all be good? Seems that way in our shallow, possession obsessed society. God. I really hate our society sometimes. See? Hating again. Good grief.