in a mental illness sense, yes, it's somewhat normal. i suffer from the same thing, actually. for me, it's (mostly) a result of a certain subset of OCD, which causes violent thoughts and desires. it isn't helped by a few other mental illnesses i have, though.
i would highly advise bringing this up with a therapist/specialist, and i mean that in a kind and genuine way, not in the "oh ur insane lol" way that every other uneducated idiot has taken in this comment section.
you can read more about it and how it's treated here (you'll have to copy and paste the link): https://iocdf.org/expert-opinions/expert-opinion-violent-obsessions/
Is it normal that i enjoy seeing people suffer
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in a mental illness sense, yes, it's somewhat normal. i suffer from the same thing, actually. for me, it's (mostly) a result of a certain subset of OCD, which causes violent thoughts and desires. it isn't helped by a few other mental illnesses i have, though.
i would highly advise bringing this up with a therapist/specialist, and i mean that in a kind and genuine way, not in the "oh ur insane lol" way that every other uneducated idiot has taken in this comment section.
you can read more about it and how it's treated here (you'll have to copy and paste the link): https://iocdf.org/expert-opinions/expert-opinion-violent-obsessions/