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I am 23 , i have urges to hurt people but only urges i just enjoy watching people die , or like get hurt . My ex i use to choke her in bed i enjoy it.
These are common symptoms of sociopathic or psychopathic behavior.
PS: I'd wanna be choked in bed, but you genuinely worry me.
As long as you aren't killing anybody for the sake of pleasure... uhhh... as xxLucifer said, sadism is okay but death is a bit much.
basically, normal or not, you could kill someone. it would not matter what we thought. It would be a world of trouble and heartbroken people for you, your family, her family, and any of your friends.
I masterbate to people dying and also like doing things to embarrass and humiliate them. We are far from normal my friend haha.
Kinda is a little wierd, but as long as u control it and don’t hurt anyone I don’t see what the big deal is. Eveyone likes different stuff and we could only help eachother instead of not doing it
in a mental illness sense, yes, it's somewhat normal. i suffer from the same thing, actually. for me, it's (mostly) a result of a certain subset of OCD, which causes violent thoughts and desires. it isn't helped by a few other mental illnesses i have, though.
i would highly advise bringing this up with a therapist/specialist, and i mean that in a kind and genuine way, not in the "oh ur insane lol" way that every other uneducated idiot has taken in this comment section.
you can read more about it and how it's treated here (you'll have to copy and paste the link): https://iocdf.org/expert-opinions/expert-opinion-violent-obsessions/
Sadism is fairly common. It's literally half of the concept of S&M and BDSM. The watching people die is a little much though, but other than that it's fairly normal.