Is it normal that i enjoy destroying my health?
For some reason, I really enjoy destroying myself, both physically and mentally.
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For some reason, I really enjoy destroying myself, both physically and mentally.
So, I think a little bit of it is maybe more normal than we might think at first?
Like I am a smoker - like I smoke all the time - and I'm addicted and ok whatever - but I think there is a part of my brain that like really really likes the fact that being a smoker is dangerous and risky and that it hurts me - totally crazy sounding I know - But it's there for sure
Plus, I took a psychology class in college and I remember something about Freud and the death drive and it being linked to the sex drive? I'm sure I'm not explaining it right because I got anC in that class - lol
But yeah I think it's totally way more normal that people might imagine
It's unfortunate, but a lot of people are driven by self-loathing.
By definition, you can't be happy with your life if you want it over and done with, but it's your life to waste if you want.