I relate a lot to this because I had my fair share of some traumatic bullying experience. I still deal with issues that all somewhat stem from that part of my life. It sometimes pisses me off that they treated me so terribly, and pretty much fucked up a lot of my life and they've gone scott free. I imagine beating the shit out of them, getting them to the point of disfigurement. Breaking their fucking legs or torturing them in some way. But usually these thoughts are followed by self disgust and I am left unsure of what to do with all these emotions.
I was recently meeting up with old highschool friends and talking about school brought the trauma back. My friends suggested just contacting the bullies again, confronting them on their actions. Chances are they've changed and they feel terrible for what happened, or they might have forgotten. If they are still as immature as they were before, you at least know who the adult is in the situation. It might help.
IIN That I dream of torturing my childhood bullies?
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I relate a lot to this because I had my fair share of some traumatic bullying experience. I still deal with issues that all somewhat stem from that part of my life. It sometimes pisses me off that they treated me so terribly, and pretty much fucked up a lot of my life and they've gone scott free. I imagine beating the shit out of them, getting them to the point of disfigurement. Breaking their fucking legs or torturing them in some way. But usually these thoughts are followed by self disgust and I am left unsure of what to do with all these emotions.
I was recently meeting up with old highschool friends and talking about school brought the trauma back. My friends suggested just contacting the bullies again, confronting them on their actions. Chances are they've changed and they feel terrible for what happened, or they might have forgotten. If they are still as immature as they were before, you at least know who the adult is in the situation. It might help.