I have been in a similar situation, I am straight as I know my self, I am physicaly attracted to man, I've had 16 boyfriends and enjyed every moment whith each one of them. I never thought about being whith a girl until last spring, time when I knew a girl wich was extremly wise in a twisted way, also beautiful in my opinion. We had a intesnse comunication, as you were saying by writting each other poems, and we get as far as our chats, multiple times a day where very deep, intense and cured. I didn't mention that she lives in Italy, is studing there, and after we meet in a party the first time she left, so we comunicated for about 5 months intensively, at the time I thought I loved her and I still do, but as a coward I decided to desappair because I didn't want anything physical, for the fear of not being good at pleasing her, she is a divine figure in my mind and heart, but just can't do it.
Is it normal that i dont desire physical contact with m girlfriend?
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I have been in a similar situation, I am straight as I know my self, I am physicaly attracted to man, I've had 16 boyfriends and enjyed every moment whith each one of them. I never thought about being whith a girl until last spring, time when I knew a girl wich was extremly wise in a twisted way, also beautiful in my opinion. We had a intesnse comunication, as you were saying by writting each other poems, and we get as far as our chats, multiple times a day where very deep, intense and cured. I didn't mention that she lives in Italy, is studing there, and after we meet in a party the first time she left, so we comunicated for about 5 months intensively, at the time I thought I loved her and I still do, but as a coward I decided to desappair because I didn't want anything physical, for the fear of not being good at pleasing her, she is a divine figure in my mind and heart, but just can't do it.