You aren't really alone at all in how you feel. What you are in and why you feel alone is because you are in a minority that actually has a very real ability to think for yourself. Most people can't or won't understand the concept at all. They wish to be told what to do, what to say, what to eat, what to wear, all in a bid to be "accepted".
In being able to do this you have tried to do well, tried to influence others in a positive way through your own high morals (which I don't question at all)and have time and time again met up against reluctance, scorn, ignorance, just about anything that society would use to sabotage an original thinking person such as yourself. People love their delusions, love to have someone do their thinking for them and than have it presented in a way that sounds plausible or that sounds "edgy" or original, when it is anything but that. The simple fact that people today justify using violence in a fight against "bigotry, racism, sexism" etc conclusively shows the violent nature human beings as a whole will inevitably return to if given enough time. These same people uniformly trust their governments to take care of them. There isn't a doubt in their tiny little minds. Society as a whole is very sick and not just from certain angles, all angles have shown this same problem, and there is no fixing it.
It is very frustrating.
I would recommend finding some hobbies to take your own formidable mind off these particular lines of thinking as it will only cause you undue stress. Focus on a hobby or hobbies. Don't give up entirely though. What is meant to happen is going to happen, it's inevitable. Don't take it upon your own shoulders to think you can change it or stop it.
Working and going to school? How do you have time to get unreasonably upset over your dad's opinion on internet anonymity?
If you've read my previous comments you'll know this already but: if you're a guy, get your testosterone checked. Especially if you have mood swings, mental fog and signs of depression.
Is it normal that I don't want to fight for people/ideas anymore?
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I have left my parents house years ago. Am working part-time whilst getting a Masters' Degree.
You know nothing about me, yet you talk down on me. In my book that makes you an ass-hat.
Go create something, might help with the attitude.
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You aren't really alone at all in how you feel. What you are in and why you feel alone is because you are in a minority that actually has a very real ability to think for yourself. Most people can't or won't understand the concept at all. They wish to be told what to do, what to say, what to eat, what to wear, all in a bid to be "accepted".
In being able to do this you have tried to do well, tried to influence others in a positive way through your own high morals (which I don't question at all)and have time and time again met up against reluctance, scorn, ignorance, just about anything that society would use to sabotage an original thinking person such as yourself. People love their delusions, love to have someone do their thinking for them and than have it presented in a way that sounds plausible or that sounds "edgy" or original, when it is anything but that. The simple fact that people today justify using violence in a fight against "bigotry, racism, sexism" etc conclusively shows the violent nature human beings as a whole will inevitably return to if given enough time. These same people uniformly trust their governments to take care of them. There isn't a doubt in their tiny little minds. Society as a whole is very sick and not just from certain angles, all angles have shown this same problem, and there is no fixing it.
It is very frustrating.
I would recommend finding some hobbies to take your own formidable mind off these particular lines of thinking as it will only cause you undue stress. Focus on a hobby or hobbies. Don't give up entirely though. What is meant to happen is going to happen, it's inevitable. Don't take it upon your own shoulders to think you can change it or stop it.
Good luck.
Working and going to school? How do you have time to get unreasonably upset over your dad's opinion on internet anonymity?
If you've read my previous comments you'll know this already but: if you're a guy, get your testosterone checked. Especially if you have mood swings, mental fog and signs of depression.