Is it normal that I don't love my son?

I got the impression you were reviewing history, from your two replies to me, seeing whether what I said is true. I've occasionally looked back too. I know I wasn't different then. I am who I am. And I know what I felt for you.

Katywompus is a smart cookie. She saw it, even though I didn't know she was seeing it. I didn't know we were being looked at then, someone thinking we should be together. I thought we should. But that was only me. I wanted to be with you. Very, very much indeed.

I knew how much I liked you. I thought about you all the time. I still think about you all the time. In over a year I've never stopped thinking about you. I don't think I'll ever stop thinking about you.

You have no idea how much I think about you.