Is it normal that I don't look the way that I imagine myself to look?

Ideally I would love to be taller, leaner, naturally auburn or red haired with eyes that are less brown and more green. I would also like to fine tune some of the bone structure in my face but nothing drastic. I can relate to what you're saying as I would most definitely like to be the person I see in my minds eye, in my heart and in my dreams when I go to sleep at night.

I'm a Colombian American of Spanish, German, Welsh and Scott-Irish descent mostly so nearly everyone is blond or brunette but inside I've I always felt different like I somehow didn't fit in with the rest, like I was misplaced and somehow alien to them.