Is it normal that I don't like havin sex

I think there are factors making u not wanting it but u ignore them,but they are there.For example the guy ur with is not the right guy or maybe effects or religion,parents,what it means to u to have sex...I am in a very religious country and a person who thinks about such stuff is considered a really bad person,in a really bad way,no body ever talks about it and I am not even supposed to date,I am supposed to tell my parents and get engaged!I hate that I have to lie to see my boyfriend!I feel awful that I have to lie for something that is normal and should be understood,but it wouldn't then I wouldn't have the permission to go out + I would be asked a billion question abt everything.So imagine if its something intimate like sex and u have to face everything in ur head when u imagine the response of what You've been taught since u were a kid,religion,parents opinion,the society's view and response ...It will never make u think about it till it's vanished because of guilt that it's bad .