SORRY for you :( i was sexually abused too, by my own brother. i know it's embarassing but this site makes me open it all up. i got that when i was 8-9-10-11, as i remember. sexually and phisicly abused. now i can think that my bro has been absolutely abnormal. he phisicly abused me when he didnt need anything for me. like when he got back from school, he kicked my shinbone/tibia, oftenly grabbed my hair too and it was really painful. when he needed me, he called me softly to his room and started abusing me. i wasn't dare enough to tell anyone. i was a lil kid and didnt know what to do. but now i really grew up and i'm not afraid of anything that disturbs me, i've been starting to think that how if i tell what i have been through to someone or everyone about my shitty brother, to destroy his life, if he fucks up with me again. i won't he think that i'm a chicken. i want to make him think that dont ever fuck up with me or u die. bcoz what i have been through forms me to act like "if i dont protect myself, who will?"
so yes its normal to act like u didnt care bcoz u were a child. i did that too, as time goes on, it makes me stronger than before.
WOW, I am soooo SORRRY, for this experience. It must be 10 times harder for your abuser to be someone directly from your family. I am sorry you have been carrying it all these years. for the record, I don't think at all that it would make you seem you would be a chicken at all. Infact it is the bravest thing you can do. And while my abuser is longgg gone( I am in a different country- YOurs is still here and should have to answer for his duisgusting acts. I know you have only began to unravel all this but, if you need to know there are a great group of people here who have been through similar thing and would lend you a shoulder. :)
God Bless.
thank you so much, i wish u the best there :) take care, live your life in good ways, thats why there's a term "YOLO", it means do not waste your life with something bad and unnescessary. be thankful to God for giving you another chance when u wake up every morning. yup, we are here to help each other ^_^ God bless u too.
It takes a strong minded person to not dwell on the past and let it ruin your future, however at the same time some people must be forceablly stopped from continuing their actions to protect others.
Maybe you can both take what you have learned through your own misfortune to help others fight against people who are abusing them.
Is it normal that I don't care that I was rape/molested?
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SORRY for you :( i was sexually abused too, by my own brother. i know it's embarassing but this site makes me open it all up. i got that when i was 8-9-10-11, as i remember. sexually and phisicly abused. now i can think that my bro has been absolutely abnormal. he phisicly abused me when he didnt need anything for me. like when he got back from school, he kicked my shinbone/tibia, oftenly grabbed my hair too and it was really painful. when he needed me, he called me softly to his room and started abusing me. i wasn't dare enough to tell anyone. i was a lil kid and didnt know what to do. but now i really grew up and i'm not afraid of anything that disturbs me, i've been starting to think that how if i tell what i have been through to someone or everyone about my shitty brother, to destroy his life, if he fucks up with me again. i won't he think that i'm a chicken. i want to make him think that dont ever fuck up with me or u die. bcoz what i have been through forms me to act like "if i dont protect myself, who will?"
so yes its normal to act like u didnt care bcoz u were a child. i did that too, as time goes on, it makes me stronger than before.
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WOW, I am soooo SORRRY, for this experience. It must be 10 times harder for your abuser to be someone directly from your family. I am sorry you have been carrying it all these years. for the record, I don't think at all that it would make you seem you would be a chicken at all. Infact it is the bravest thing you can do. And while my abuser is longgg gone( I am in a different country- YOurs is still here and should have to answer for his duisgusting acts. I know you have only began to unravel all this but, if you need to know there are a great group of people here who have been through similar thing and would lend you a shoulder. :)
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thank you so much, i wish u the best there :) take care, live your life in good ways, thats why there's a term "YOLO", it means do not waste your life with something bad and unnescessary. be thankful to God for giving you another chance when u wake up every morning. yup, we are here to help each other ^_^ God bless u too.
It takes a strong minded person to not dwell on the past and let it ruin your future, however at the same time some people must be forceablly stopped from continuing their actions to protect others.
Maybe you can both take what you have learned through your own misfortune to help others fight against people who are abusing them.