Is it normal that i daydream all the time and about being a gay boy

I was just wondering if it was normal for me to zone out, I zone out almost all the time. I make movies in my head about gay couples and about their life. I just find it to be a little weird and I also have an obsession with gay guys (I'm a female) this has been going on since I was about 12. Sometimes I find myself laughing at the movies I make up and other times I cry. I also use gay guys in real life and use them in my daydreams. Idk what to do i've been diagnosed with Depression. sometimes I also zone out and see blood with a woman hanging and sometimes gruesome things it's just really awkward and i'm too scared to tell anyone else about this and I just think it would be too weird to tell my therapist and psychiatrist

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  • Vaiqe

    I think it's normal.

    Day dreaming about who you want to be or what you would like to do. Day dreaming about gay boys or being one is a bit uncommon (I think) but it does not make you weird in any way. About the woman who's hanging, it's a bit strange but you don't harm someone. Except if you are going to hang a woman.

    There are more strange things to day dream about. Some people are fantasising about realy hurting someone or kill a person.

    Psychiatrists are trained to not have a opinion. He wouldn't find it strange and he sertainly has heard many more stranger stories! If you want to (I would not) I think he could help you get rid of it.

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  • Drawingmud

    Normal if you're a homo

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  • Avant-Garde

    Why don't you write gay literature?

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  • Askformykik

    Dont worry if you need anything let me know i know how depression is just kik me wallpaper_4_free

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  • Karmasbitch

    It's normal. Plenty of people have odd fantasies they daydream about.
    The disturbing thing is the bloody woman.. But I think that's fairly common.

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  • Hottigene

    How do you use Gay Men in in real life I assume since there gay and your a girl they would not be intrested in you.

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  • Maya05

    I day dream about being a girl all the time. Oddly the sexuality of my 'female self' is always up in the air. I would be okay with being into either gender, but as of right now I have no interest in being with a man while I am also a man. No idea why that is. :S

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    • Askformykik

      Ikr

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  • SkullsNRoses

    Day dreaming about gay men is normal, I do it all the time and making up stories/ films in your head is also completly fine. However the hanging woman visions don't sound normal, have you seen her or the other images in real life or did they just appear in your mind? I think you should tell your therapist about them.

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  • davesumba

    I daydream about being a lesbian girl.

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  • NormalIsOverratedBeANinja

    Normal, but still stupid. Stop fetishising gay guys and go find a straight guy who's actually got a chance of being interested in you. I know a gay guy who finds the whole gay fetish bandwagon totally disgusting. I mean really, you're reducing them to freaking sex toys.

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