Is it normal that i daydream all the time and about being a gay boy
I was just wondering if it was normal for me to zone out, I zone out almost all the time. I make movies in my head about gay couples and about their life. I just find it to be a little weird and I also have an obsession with gay guys (I'm a female) this has been going on since I was about 12. Sometimes I find myself laughing at the movies I make up and other times I cry. I also use gay guys in real life and use them in my daydreams. Idk what to do i've been diagnosed with Depression. sometimes I also zone out and see blood with a woman hanging and sometimes gruesome things it's just really awkward and i'm too scared to tell anyone else about this and I just think it would be too weird to tell my therapist and psychiatrist