Is it normal that i crave heels?
Uhmm.. I don't know how to start but here goes nothing...
This is my story:
I started craving for high heeled shoes when I was about 5. It started when my grandmother (wanting a granddaughter) started dressing me up with "adult" clothes; last thing I remember, I was wearing my mother's shoes, stealing high heels from our borders and bringing them back, secretly bringing high heeled shoes to any family trips and so on. Every night I wear them play with them and walk with them in the forest (on a family trip). This urge continued until I was 2nd year high school.
For a long time the fetish urge stopped until one night my girl friend went to her province. I was alone that night then suddenly the urge came back again. Now I'm saving some money to buy a pair of high heels for "me" to wear them.
My girl friend does not know this urge came back yet but she already knew my story.
Please I really need some friendly advice. I'm really freaking out right now.