Now i'm not about to give you a lecture like a typical "psychologist" would - shoving "Science" and all that nonsense in your face, nor am i about to make you feel like complete crap as others above this post i'm sure have tried. Just hear me out.
In the modern world - An emo is all about wearing dark clothes and cutting one self.
But in reality - Emo is just a short term for Emotional, now ask yourself - is it wrong to be emotional?
Personally - you are who you are, if you feel something, then don't hide it, let it continue until it wears out, although i must say - self harm won't make the pain go away..
How do i know? I was suicidal for 2 years straight, every day.. non stop.. what did i do?... Every time the sun fades away, i walk outside, alone, i let the feeling inside me wrap my heart in a suffocating blanket, the thoughts of me being so different from every one else possessed my mind, i used to stand on a large hill overlooking the sea, standing there, neither wind nor rain, nor sleet, nor snow drew me away from there..
-2 years later-
I was walking the usual route... and i realize that the feeling had gone... i stood there deep in thought, realizing that.. the feeling that had possessed me for so long.. was all i felt.. without it i felt nothing... that was 3 years ago.. to this day.. i feel nothing.. i don't feel sorry for a parent dying, i don't feel sorry for one losing their property..
I dread the day that i wished that pain would go away.. because without that heart-suffocating feeling... i have nothing..
I'm sorry for not bombarding you with other childish BS and moronic replies as most did as i see above this post by the way..
Is it normal that I COULD be an emo?
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Now i'm not about to give you a lecture like a typical "psychologist" would - shoving "Science" and all that nonsense in your face, nor am i about to make you feel like complete crap as others above this post i'm sure have tried. Just hear me out.
In the modern world - An emo is all about wearing dark clothes and cutting one self.
But in reality - Emo is just a short term for Emotional, now ask yourself - is it wrong to be emotional?
Personally - you are who you are, if you feel something, then don't hide it, let it continue until it wears out, although i must say - self harm won't make the pain go away..
How do i know? I was suicidal for 2 years straight, every day.. non stop.. what did i do?... Every time the sun fades away, i walk outside, alone, i let the feeling inside me wrap my heart in a suffocating blanket, the thoughts of me being so different from every one else possessed my mind, i used to stand on a large hill overlooking the sea, standing there, neither wind nor rain, nor sleet, nor snow drew me away from there..
-2 years later-
I was walking the usual route... and i realize that the feeling had gone... i stood there deep in thought, realizing that.. the feeling that had possessed me for so long.. was all i felt.. without it i felt nothing... that was 3 years ago.. to this day.. i feel nothing.. i don't feel sorry for a parent dying, i don't feel sorry for one losing their property..
I dread the day that i wished that pain would go away.. because without that heart-suffocating feeling... i have nothing..
I'm sorry for not bombarding you with other childish BS and moronic replies as most did as i see above this post by the way..