Is it normal that i constantly think about this?

Lately, I have been hearing things. people whispering about me.. e.c.t. I think about death. A LOT. I always think about people getting hurt, then laugh. I think that the horrible things Hitler did to people is funny. I don't get it, and I get really emotional. I'M NOT DEPRESSED. I'm a very happy person. I say death is o.k, everyone dies sometime. And everyone is probably better off dead. I always talk about how I could die. And I have dreams about murderers. I'm scared of myself. When I told someone, they told me demons are telling me death is o.k I also talk to myself about it. And I cry because I don't understand why everyone thinks I'm so weird. I find myself normal. Am I? Can someone tell whats wrong? Or what to do?

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Based on 83 votes (14 yes)
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  • Anime7

    Nothing is wrong with you. From my perspective, you sound like a man who is too overwhelmed by the social standards that society has placed on each individual. Who cares if you don't meet those standards! Frankly, death is an interesting subject. I actually am curious to see what's on the other side, if there is any. I'm not suicidal, merely curious. Like you, I am weird. What does it matter if we do not conform to the expectations of society? We are who we chose to be not what others want us to be. Individuality is the rebel of society. There's nothing wrong with you or what you think. I don't think your weird, I would actually enjoy having a cup of coffee with you if it meant that we would breed an interesting conversation about death. In conclusion, live your life the way you see fit, not by how society wants you to live.

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    • JustinBiebsFan#1

      sometimes when i use the mall toilets i shit on the seats and floor

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    • sac66064

      You two are very alike which is why you don't think there is anything wrong with this person. Both of you are demented and not normal in any way.

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      • Anime7

        I've met others who are "like me" and they are socially accepted. Why is it so wrong to be curious about death? Even you must admit that you are curious about what happens after you die. Even if you're not curious I don't think you are someone who can decide whether I am demented or not because frankly you do not know me at all.

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        • sac66064

          I don't need to know you if you think it's normal to hear voices and think the genocide of the Nazis was funny. That speaks for itself.

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          • Anime7

            Sadism is common you know. I don't hear voices but that is common as well.

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      • helpmeee123

        You need to seek professonal help asap..not on a website getting advice from people who also need professional help..

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  • tbiM20

    Since you are concerned, see a doctor! Tell them everything you just told us. It won't hurt you, and the worst that could happen is they tell you you're fine. Be open & honest. None of US can "diagnose" you, but sounds like you might need some help making sense of & understanding your thoughts, which is completely normal. A good psychologist can help you manage yourself, & going to one doesn't "mean you're crazy" just like talking to a dentist doesn't give you dentures!

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  • nAt2017

    I think you should talk to someone about what you're thinking. Someone you know, not just a group of anons on the internet.

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  • sac66064

    What the hell is wrong with you people? There is definitely something wrong with whoever wrote this. At best, they are experiencing the beginning symptoms of schizophrenia with a healthy dose of a total lack of empathy for other people. There is nothing funny about what Hitler did to other people. You need help, seek it before it's too late.

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  • Faceless

    Ever think about the thought that somewhere along your crazy random life you might have inadvertently contracted AIDS and have it right now and not know it? Now youve done it.

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  • wayne9350

    You're DEFINITELY not depressed. I feel like someone's told you that you are before because you included that you're not in caps(which is what annoyed people to emphasize). But you're not normal, at all, in any way, shape, or form. You're insane, and you need to go to a hospital and be examined. I'm not sure if you're a danger to yourself or anyone else, and frankly, I don't care. You're story has frightened me and I'm afraid of you even though I don't know who you are or what you look like. So please go away for a long, long time to place that can change you for the better or keep you forever. Okay? Okay! :>

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