Is it normal, that I consider bullying to be good for the human race?

o.k to be honest I stopped reading half way though because it started to get stupid And first of all your wrong tho your point isn't
that clear when I went to primary school for the first year I made heap of friends really quickly and most people liked me i was one of those cute and sweet 5 year olds (i was a weird but no one cared)

but soon a couple of the really weird kids started picking on me and it really fucked me up i was shy at the time but i was starting to get better then they messed everything up for me (I got bullied physically, bullies aren't very good with me when it came to words)

I have been quiet every since, I'm 19 now and have left school and have had heaps of time to think and the reason people picked on me was because at the start they where jealous, then I just became an easy target I would never fight back because I believed, still do that fighting is wrong and not the answer to anything I never told anyone because I was ashamed and in a way, too proud. I could of beating up any of the people who bullied me, I didn't look strong but I was, plus the fact that I was smart even when I was that young I new were the pressure points are and what effect they have.

To this day I wonder if I did the right thing not to fight back but I'm smart and all of the sudden really good looking and I know the bullies aren't so lucky. most bullies are the ones with the problems, their weak in the head and that's the worst kind of weak.