Is it normal that i can't trust my g/f and i resent her?
Brief version: A married girl I've known for a long time told me she wanted to get with me. Told me she loved me, she was planning on leaving her husband of 3 years. I even went to their wedding. I was never friends with him. We started seeing each other & after a few months (5) she got pregnant. It's my kid for sure. She separates from her husband, moves out of their house and back with her parents. After a year the papers get signed but they're still not actually divorced. Throughout her being pregnant she starts acting more distant toward me, the "I love you's" stop. After MUCH persuasion from me she moves in when the kid is born cause I want to be there full time. Now I'm finding myself always suspicious of her, resentful, finding myself hating her sometimes. Will I ever be able to trust her? Some days I love her, more often than not I'm resenting her. WTF? I know I'm an idiot for even getting involved with her in the first place, so spare me lectures if you can. I love my little boy very much and can't stand the thought of not seeing him everyday or some other guy being in his life. These thoughts are consuming me. Is this all normal or what? Or do I need to see a therapist or something? Thx for reading!