I don't know if it's normal, but I do something similar to this. I know I created it myself though when I was a kid. It just seemed funner to me to do calculations, or think, with more than my mind. So I created a little friend, and so when I think things like "Oh, I bet the card they'll pick up is 7 of clubs!" Little friend apposes and says "6 of hearts" Or maybe I want to remember something, I like to have my 'friend' hold on to the memory for me. It's not a big deal, I've chosen to drop the friend at times cause I find it makes my brain to active. It's an extra strain on my brain and it makes me think like all the time. I'm not afraid it's an alternate personality or anything, but I can see how you might think your crazy. Hell, maybe i'm crazy to. It's a big asset having it though, it's sort of my voice of reason when I'm pissed of and have issues understanding how the other person might feel. I doonn'ttt knooowwww :P No i'm wondering if I'm nuts! I feel like I have a higer intelligence than most though
Mine is not a friend, it's an enemy! When I have to remember something, it makes me forget it. I'm always in conflict with myself because it always contradicts me. I work all the time because I steadily talk with it, so at the end of the day I feel extremely tired, like I was bearing the life of two enemies who are always fighting. I think I'm really crazy!
I know alot of people who said they had something like that, sort of a "dark side." I went through a stage of depression in my early teen years and sort of experienced something like that. I'm going to sound like an emo if I told you how I got over it, but it might help, so I guess I'll look like a freak on a website full of weirdies lol This is what I did. Voice would pop up, I would ignore it. I wore a necklace with the symbol "luck" in japanese, it was kinda pointy, so when I started to feel kinda low and the voice kicked in and I felt negative I would squeeze the necklace until the thoughts went away. That made a bit of a mental association for me, bad thoughts equal physical pain(from squeezing the necklace), so the thoughts would shove off. Also it's a natural reaction to stop what your doing and defend yourself when you feel like your in danger, so the pain wipes away the thoughts. You also have to force yourself to think positive. If you do converse with the thought, think of something positive to fight back. It's like learnign to love yourself.
Thanks for the advice... I think I'll find something that can hurt me, maybe it could work... And I'll also try to think positive, though it's not easy to do...
Is it normal that I can't stop talking with myself?
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I don't know if it's normal, but I do something similar to this. I know I created it myself though when I was a kid. It just seemed funner to me to do calculations, or think, with more than my mind. So I created a little friend, and so when I think things like "Oh, I bet the card they'll pick up is 7 of clubs!" Little friend apposes and says "6 of hearts" Or maybe I want to remember something, I like to have my 'friend' hold on to the memory for me. It's not a big deal, I've chosen to drop the friend at times cause I find it makes my brain to active. It's an extra strain on my brain and it makes me think like all the time. I'm not afraid it's an alternate personality or anything, but I can see how you might think your crazy. Hell, maybe i'm crazy to. It's a big asset having it though, it's sort of my voice of reason when I'm pissed of and have issues understanding how the other person might feel. I doonn'ttt knooowwww :P No i'm wondering if I'm nuts! I feel like I have a higer intelligence than most though
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Mine is not a friend, it's an enemy! When I have to remember something, it makes me forget it. I'm always in conflict with myself because it always contradicts me. I work all the time because I steadily talk with it, so at the end of the day I feel extremely tired, like I was bearing the life of two enemies who are always fighting. I think I'm really crazy!
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I know alot of people who said they had something like that, sort of a "dark side." I went through a stage of depression in my early teen years and sort of experienced something like that. I'm going to sound like an emo if I told you how I got over it, but it might help, so I guess I'll look like a freak on a website full of weirdies lol This is what I did. Voice would pop up, I would ignore it. I wore a necklace with the symbol "luck" in japanese, it was kinda pointy, so when I started to feel kinda low and the voice kicked in and I felt negative I would squeeze the necklace until the thoughts went away. That made a bit of a mental association for me, bad thoughts equal physical pain(from squeezing the necklace), so the thoughts would shove off. Also it's a natural reaction to stop what your doing and defend yourself when you feel like your in danger, so the pain wipes away the thoughts. You also have to force yourself to think positive. If you do converse with the thought, think of something positive to fight back. It's like learnign to love yourself.
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Thanks for the advice... I think I'll find something that can hurt me, maybe it could work... And I'll also try to think positive, though it's not easy to do...