Is it normal that I can't stand being around my kids?

Wow, a lot of comments here. Thank you very much. Yea, I need a break, that's for sure. I would be insulted that someone would suggest I could harm my children. But no one here knows eachother and I could see why you'd say that. I would maybe think that of a stranger, too. But I assure you, I couldn't harm a fly. At no time do I ever fantasise hurting my children. I think people who hurt kids are monsters and should be beaten to death. Please know I'm not a psycho path. I'm truly as normal as it gets. I'm just sooooooo bogged down with my children and I'm having what seem to be "less than normal" feelings about my situation. My hugs are real and my kisses are, too. And both kids have slept in the same room as me because I don't want them sleeping alone and being trapped alone in a house fire of someone take them while I'm in another room. I do have more comfort with them in with me. My 2 yr old slept in her crib every night from birth until about 3 months ago. Now the crib is converted into a daybed and slammed right up against our bed. I truly appreciate all these comments and I do hope I get more. Maybe one will really change the way I feel about my kids, particularly my 4 yr old.