My mother was addicted to my dads second hand tobacco smoke , she would climb the walls for a fix and she didnt know why. she went nuts and picked out one child to beat horrifically to calm her nerves as it released endorphin's during the torture. she trusted i would tell know one because i could not do it. some times i had to be stitched up and would make up stories how i hurt myself. i have scars some are 55 years old. if i can forgive that you can forgive anything. none of my brothers know anything and i have no plans on telling them after she passes in just a few years. i only pray she has repented for herself. writing about it helps me. and it helps me understand myself , my life , and why things are they way they are. i would say to you, make her your best friend and enjoy the good things she has to offer, then when you are an independent adult , make your dad the most important person in your life. you can have it all.
Is it normal that I can't "forgive" my mother?
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My mother was addicted to my dads second hand tobacco smoke , she would climb the walls for a fix and she didnt know why. she went nuts and picked out one child to beat horrifically to calm her nerves as it released endorphin's during the torture. she trusted i would tell know one because i could not do it. some times i had to be stitched up and would make up stories how i hurt myself. i have scars some are 55 years old. if i can forgive that you can forgive anything. none of my brothers know anything and i have no plans on telling them after she passes in just a few years. i only pray she has repented for herself. writing about it helps me. and it helps me understand myself , my life , and why things are they way they are. i would say to you, make her your best friend and enjoy the good things she has to offer, then when you are an independent adult , make your dad the most important person in your life. you can have it all.