Is it normal that i blame my mother for enjoying womens clothes

I was like 7 or 8 my mother took me to a halloween party and i didnt get to pick what i wanted to be , she had me dress up as a woman . I really didnt have alot of fun but i did like the feeling of the bra and panties. After a few weeks i started getting into my mothers and sisthers clothes . Is it ok to blame my mother for my enjoyment of womens clothes