Is it normal that i am transgender and gay?

(I`m sorry for the long read, but I would really appreciate it if you did give my question a browse <3)

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I`m not too sure how being a transgender affects your sexuality, but I am Female To Male transgender, and I only feel attracted to boys - sexually and non sexually.

I haven`t come out yet to anyone I know, so no one knows about my situation or struggle. But I do go out as a boy, in boys clothes, and people do recognize me as a boy.

I always assumed that being a boy would make me like girls, and researching on the internet I`ve seen that most transgender guys end up with a woman.

I know I am transgender, I have known since I was 11.
(which is 8 years now going on 9).
It isn`t JUST sexually motivated, it is my entire life. I see myself as a male, and act as such when I can. But imagining myself in sexual situations, I only see myself with another man. But not just sex, holding hands, kissing and cuddling too. In a real relationship.

When I think of myself with a woman, nothing happens. I read a lot of gay love stories, erotica and love, and I find myself pining for a man for myself as well. To love me for the boy I am. Nothing about being in a relationship with a woman attracts me at all.

I get crushes on my male friends, and also flirt with boys, but do not feel anything for girls, and am only friendly to them. I am already their `gay friend` really, since none of the women I know flirt with me and treat me as just a friend. I am not interested in girls and girls are not interested in me.

Being a male at heart, and in my mind, I just guessed that I would be attracted to women. But I am gay. I don`t know if this is deviant or not.

Is it normal to be transgender and gay?
Thank you for reading. <3