Is it normal that i am obsessed with penises and pleasing men?
Hello, I am a 20 years old college students, studying engineering.
I always have thought that I might be bisexual but never had slept with a guy ever. Until recently I have slept with my roommate (BY MISTAKE), we were both drunk, worse is that he is heterosexual, haha! At least that what he says, but not anymore, I think. At least he didn't react like a stereotypical homophobic.
Anyway, ever since. I want see, touch, lick/suck on penises and shove them in me and rob my penis with other penises (froting), like I want a cock entering all the time, while watching TV, studying, playing video games, all day, all night, I am REALLY getting obsessed with wanting to have it hard and deep. (Sorry if it is too descriptive) I just have this love to please a man, I would like to have a BF one day, that I could make him a sammich, iron his clothes, give him a BJ while he plays his video games, prepare him chips and dips and get him beer when he and his friends come home to watch his football match, massage him, sleep besides him when going to bed. Even take it to another level, that I think of marrying a guy.
Is it normal that I have the love to please a man? And really horny for a dick, even for a bisexual?
P.S: Problem is that I live and grew in a very anti-homosexual culture (sigh), and I don't know what to do.