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Lately, I feel like I am not real anymore. I spend most of my time on computer (since it is related to my university department). I don't talk to anyone. I don't even talk to my best friends. I feel like a useless piece of shit. I don't have a girlfriend either. I think it would be OK if I were just deleted.
its very common, but i believe there are many people who would be upset if you were deleted. i suggest talking to a therapist, or someone you trust.
My most trusted relatives are making fun of my situation or they dont take it serious. Cos before this I wasn't a serious person so they think I am kinda trolling them or so. I don't know what made me this way. A girl maybe? Never had one in the past 3-4 years.
Just a typical millenial. Many of them spend their entire existence staring at a computer screen.
I'm going through the same shit, except it's slower for me and I don't do a degree. I only talk actively to 2 friends and they're doing college stuff. I don't even talk to my family much anymore except for my brother, and I'm not even sure if he likes me.
Brute force some contact with someone before you fall down the rabbit hole.
You might not have talked to them for months, but trust me, it's fine. I got back with a friend I hadn't talked to in, I think 4 years? Maybe more? It was amazing.
You'll need to get some better medical help, go to a psychiatrist and TRUST THEM. It might be hard, but they know what they're doing, and their goal is to take care of you.
Lastly, I know it hurts, but rely on your family as little as possible. They seem like really horrible people, and I'd stay clear of such things, no matter what role they have in your life. No relations last forever, not even family
All you'll hear won't be good news, most will be bad. But you need to know the truth in order to start changing things in your life for the better. You can't fight a demon that doesn't exist.
Good luck, and I hope I can at least push you somewhat in the right direction.
You know what I always wanted this to be honest. But when you are in the middle of concrete buildings, capital city, you can't find anywhere to walk. Plus if you try to go out there and spend some time you see two kinds of people:
-Depressed ones
-And fake smiling happy people.
Your isolation is causing you to see cheerful people as phony, because you cannot put yourself in their place. Lack of contact with these people makes them more and more alien. You need someplace to go where you will have regular human contact. Forget for now that you would benefit from having friends or an intimate relationship. What's important is that you supply some measure of exercise to the social centers of your mind and reconnect to the basics of human interaction, so that your isolation doesn't grow and harden into a semi-permanent state.
If without being too specific you can say what city you live in and which neighborhood, maybe someone here can help you find something to do. Getting out of your dwelling and being around other people isn't about the scenery and it shouldn't be prevented by inconveniences if you can at all help it. You need to find a cafe or a bar to frequent, even if you don't care for coffee or alcohol, or else a club or volunteer organization, a church maybe - just to get to know people, and start building a social life that isn't made up of people who have neglected you. It will take a long time, but I have done this twice and I promise you it's worth the trouble and embarrassment.
I don't think it is normal. Have you ever tried to find what caused this? Or can you try to think since when or since what happened you are changing like this?
For the last 3 years till today I feel like I am evolving and nowadays I can clearly say there is a big change in my life and relations with people. Life is like slipping between my hands and I can't do anything to save my life. So I gave up on everything. I don't even eat dude. I havent eaten since Saturday. I eat crisps or drink coke irregularly once a day. I can't sleep either. Ahahah seems like I am a psycho huh?
You should probably pick up the phone, call one of your best friends, and say,"yo dawg, whut up"?
How can I do it? I havent talked to anyone since like december or before I cant remember. I havent talked to a girl seriously since 2016. I don't know I think it is the best for me to escape or disappear completely.
Oh my dear, you sound like me. You need to get some help, because you sound really depressed.
I actually tried getting help but noone understood me. The Doc thought I was either gay or I was a patient of dissociative identity disorder. I dont know really RoseIsabella because of all these last week I crashed with my car.
God hope you just didn't get the car back out the shop.
dissociative identity disorder.. Maybe the doc is correct! Why do you think he is not?
Because I don't want to accept it. And when I told my family about what the doctor said they mocked about me. Whenever I got mad at them they said "Oh wait wait is that you or the persons in you shouting at us?" Do you know how much it hurts to be ridiculed in everywhere by your family? I don't know man I wish I didn't give up on things that could end everything.