No offence but when I first read the title I thought: I would never want to be around you.
Then I read the story. I can honestly see why you're like that now. I'm really sorry that you went through that terrible phase.
I am an optimistic person and it drives me insane when people only/always see the negative side to every single thing. IMO it just shows that you're a person that can/will never be truly happy. I find it overwhelmingly depressing and I probably wouldn't like you in real life if I didn't understand your past.
(I know its HARD) but you need to let some of that go if possible...you're only making yourself more miserable by the day. You really need to seek help if you feel thats whats best...talk to the school like Valkeer said. Don't just stop at your mom. Thats the pessimistic side thats stopping you - you're giving up as you feel theres no use.
Is it normal that I am extremely pesimistic?
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No offence but when I first read the title I thought: I would never want to be around you.
Then I read the story. I can honestly see why you're like that now. I'm really sorry that you went through that terrible phase.
I am an optimistic person and it drives me insane when people only/always see the negative side to every single thing. IMO it just shows that you're a person that can/will never be truly happy. I find it overwhelmingly depressing and I probably wouldn't like you in real life if I didn't understand your past.
(I know its HARD) but you need to let some of that go if possible...you're only making yourself more miserable by the day. You really need to seek help if you feel thats whats best...talk to the school like Valkeer said. Don't just stop at your mom. Thats the pessimistic side thats stopping you - you're giving up as you feel theres no use.
I honestly hope everything works out for you :)