Thank you for being so caring and thoughtful as to post such responses. I do need to work on standing up for myself...I have done better in recent months, or maybe I have just become more reclusive. At any rate, I am tired to trouble, and am trying my best to do better.
Yes, my father has never really been a big part of my life. He doted on my brother, but I was just a girl, and we rarely spoke. I know my mom mentioned some stuff to him about my problems, and at first he shrugged it off. Then, when I had to leave college bc that 25 year old practically raped me, he heard about it, and was mad. More at me than at the guy though. He said I was stupid to trust him.
It is weird that most of this happened when I was so young. Believe me, I have puzzled over it for hours, but it occurred to me the other day, that I have always been what you call an "old soul." When I was 6, people would say I was 6 going on 60. I had that way of seeming like I knew it all. Also, a number of the guys who violated me told me themselves that I seemed like I was in my 30s, not teens. Maybe they were justifying themselves?
Anyway, thank you for being so nice. It really makes me feel better. You are a very kind person, have a great day!
.....Now I'm sorry, but your father is worthless. There's just no way around it. He's scum; he doesn't deserve to be called a man. I mean, do you have any idea what I would do if were in his position?
The "old soul" concept that you brought up is interesting, but probably irrelevant. It explains very little, if anything. I think the bottom line is that nothing really explains your story; you just seem to have piss-poor luck.
Furthermore, it's interesting that you appreciate my presence here; if you would check my profile and other comments you would see that I am actually known to be a powerfully venomous person. Then again, you're not quite like most others here.
Oh and by the way, regarding another one of your replies here, I would seriously consider getting some new friends.
I have looked at your profile, in fact, I have had an account here for several months, and am somewhat familiar with you. I even recall having a little argument with you once upon a time. However, some of my favorite people in the world are those who come across as venomous at first, but really have hearts of gold. There is something incredibly sweet about that.
About my father, some people tell me he is a worthless, terrible father. Some just say he is different, because he is from a different culture. I don't know anymore. I used to really want a loving, doting daddy like the other girls had, but now, I don't really miss it. I figure he is what he is.
Thanks for saying that I just have poor luck. I hope that is it, and that my unlucky streak is over. But to make sure, maybe I will work on not being such a "nice" person all the time. Maybe if I had a little spunk to me, people would be a bit more wary? So maybe I should learn a thing or two from you. ;)
And I insist, you are a very nice person for someone who's gender is classified. :)
Is it normal that I am constantly being sexually taken advantage of?
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Thank you for being so caring and thoughtful as to post such responses. I do need to work on standing up for myself...I have done better in recent months, or maybe I have just become more reclusive. At any rate, I am tired to trouble, and am trying my best to do better.
Yes, my father has never really been a big part of my life. He doted on my brother, but I was just a girl, and we rarely spoke. I know my mom mentioned some stuff to him about my problems, and at first he shrugged it off. Then, when I had to leave college bc that 25 year old practically raped me, he heard about it, and was mad. More at me than at the guy though. He said I was stupid to trust him.
It is weird that most of this happened when I was so young. Believe me, I have puzzled over it for hours, but it occurred to me the other day, that I have always been what you call an "old soul." When I was 6, people would say I was 6 going on 60. I had that way of seeming like I knew it all. Also, a number of the guys who violated me told me themselves that I seemed like I was in my 30s, not teens. Maybe they were justifying themselves?
Anyway, thank you for being so nice. It really makes me feel better. You are a very kind person, have a great day!
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You're very welcome, ma'am.
.....Now I'm sorry, but your father is worthless. There's just no way around it. He's scum; he doesn't deserve to be called a man. I mean, do you have any idea what I would do if were in his position?
The "old soul" concept that you brought up is interesting, but probably irrelevant. It explains very little, if anything. I think the bottom line is that nothing really explains your story; you just seem to have piss-poor luck.
Furthermore, it's interesting that you appreciate my presence here; if you would check my profile and other comments you would see that I am actually known to be a powerfully venomous person. Then again, you're not quite like most others here.
Oh and by the way, regarding another one of your replies here, I would seriously consider getting some new friends.
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I have looked at your profile, in fact, I have had an account here for several months, and am somewhat familiar with you. I even recall having a little argument with you once upon a time. However, some of my favorite people in the world are those who come across as venomous at first, but really have hearts of gold. There is something incredibly sweet about that.
About my father, some people tell me he is a worthless, terrible father. Some just say he is different, because he is from a different culture. I don't know anymore. I used to really want a loving, doting daddy like the other girls had, but now, I don't really miss it. I figure he is what he is.
Thanks for saying that I just have poor luck. I hope that is it, and that my unlucky streak is over. But to make sure, maybe I will work on not being such a "nice" person all the time. Maybe if I had a little spunk to me, people would be a bit more wary? So maybe I should learn a thing or two from you. ;)
And I insist, you are a very nice person for someone who's gender is classified. :)
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Get angry and stay angry, that's what I say.
.....Now can I guess your identity? I THINK I've already got it, and the uncertainty is annoying.
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Go ahead and guess...but I think it would be a bit embarrassing to reveal it on this forum...
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What would really be awkward is if I called out someone's name and was, in fact, wrong.
EDIT: Just checked and private messaging is, indeed, a Gold-only feature. How shitty. >:(