This cannot be true. It simply cannot be. Please tell me this isn't true.
Two questions: Where were your parents throughout all of this? And secondly, who were these "people" that gave you problems? I mean, how did they get access to you; teachers or something?
I wish this were a troll post. I mean, lately, I have been agonizing over the "why me?" thing. Admittedly, I used to tell myself it was kind of exciting, you know, that I was so beautiful that everyone wanted me. Now, I suddenly realize that there are plenty of pretty girls in the world. But do you guys know any other girls that have had this much trouble?
There must be something wrong with me. I know I am a very submissive person, sexually and otherwise, so maybe that is the main problem. I am a pushover, and struggle to say "no". I usually just squirm in silence. I am often too scared to talk to people. Therefore, people find it easy to take advantage.
As for parents, my mom used to get furious with the guys she saw handling me inappropriately. My dad never seemed to notice. My mom tried to protect me a lot, but as I grew older, I got sick of being tied to her apron strings. Obviously, one can't be with their parents all the time...and that's when I would get in trouble. I eventually stopped mentioning things like this to my mom, because she freaked out so badly, and embarrassed me in front of friends by saying "oh, she can't go, there will be guys around...etc"
All of these guys were family friends. My parents sort of run a church, so we have a lot of "friends". Also, a couple were friends of my brother, and a couple were in some way related.
Yes, there's something wrong with you alright - you really need to stop being so submissive and stand up for yourself already; I obviously don't need to tell you why.
What you said regarding your father distresses me. I mean, I simply can't imagine standing idly by while such trash takes place; "I didn't notice" is NO excuse.
I would continue to inquire about this, but I'm not sure if I see the point. I mean, I'd like to help, but it seems as if your guess is as good as mine. This is just so weird.
But you know what really gets me? How there could have been so much attention of this nature directed against you when you still so very young. Older females being violated is one thing, but it's nothing short of bizarre that a kid would be so enticing to so many people. How can this be? Is it something in the water, perhaps? Again, WEIRD.
Regardless, I'm very, very sorry to be hearing about all this. Hope I could help. Keep fighting.
Thank you for being so caring and thoughtful as to post such responses. I do need to work on standing up for myself...I have done better in recent months, or maybe I have just become more reclusive. At any rate, I am tired to trouble, and am trying my best to do better.
Yes, my father has never really been a big part of my life. He doted on my brother, but I was just a girl, and we rarely spoke. I know my mom mentioned some stuff to him about my problems, and at first he shrugged it off. Then, when I had to leave college bc that 25 year old practically raped me, he heard about it, and was mad. More at me than at the guy though. He said I was stupid to trust him.
It is weird that most of this happened when I was so young. Believe me, I have puzzled over it for hours, but it occurred to me the other day, that I have always been what you call an "old soul." When I was 6, people would say I was 6 going on 60. I had that way of seeming like I knew it all. Also, a number of the guys who violated me told me themselves that I seemed like I was in my 30s, not teens. Maybe they were justifying themselves?
Anyway, thank you for being so nice. It really makes me feel better. You are a very kind person, have a great day!
.....Now I'm sorry, but your father is worthless. There's just no way around it. He's scum; he doesn't deserve to be called a man. I mean, do you have any idea what I would do if were in his position?
The "old soul" concept that you brought up is interesting, but probably irrelevant. It explains very little, if anything. I think the bottom line is that nothing really explains your story; you just seem to have piss-poor luck.
Furthermore, it's interesting that you appreciate my presence here; if you would check my profile and other comments you would see that I am actually known to be a powerfully venomous person. Then again, you're not quite like most others here.
Oh and by the way, regarding another one of your replies here, I would seriously consider getting some new friends.
I have looked at your profile, in fact, I have had an account here for several months, and am somewhat familiar with you. I even recall having a little argument with you once upon a time. However, some of my favorite people in the world are those who come across as venomous at first, but really have hearts of gold. There is something incredibly sweet about that.
About my father, some people tell me he is a worthless, terrible father. Some just say he is different, because he is from a different culture. I don't know anymore. I used to really want a loving, doting daddy like the other girls had, but now, I don't really miss it. I figure he is what he is.
Thanks for saying that I just have poor luck. I hope that is it, and that my unlucky streak is over. But to make sure, maybe I will work on not being such a "nice" person all the time. Maybe if I had a little spunk to me, people would be a bit more wary? So maybe I should learn a thing or two from you. ;)
And I insist, you are a very nice person for someone who's gender is classified. :)
Is it normal that I am constantly being sexually taken advantage of?
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This cannot be true. It simply cannot be. Please tell me this isn't true.
Two questions: Where were your parents throughout all of this? And secondly, who were these "people" that gave you problems? I mean, how did they get access to you; teachers or something?
Shit, please tell me this is a troll post.
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I wish this were a troll post. I mean, lately, I have been agonizing over the "why me?" thing. Admittedly, I used to tell myself it was kind of exciting, you know, that I was so beautiful that everyone wanted me. Now, I suddenly realize that there are plenty of pretty girls in the world. But do you guys know any other girls that have had this much trouble?
There must be something wrong with me. I know I am a very submissive person, sexually and otherwise, so maybe that is the main problem. I am a pushover, and struggle to say "no". I usually just squirm in silence. I am often too scared to talk to people. Therefore, people find it easy to take advantage.
As for parents, my mom used to get furious with the guys she saw handling me inappropriately. My dad never seemed to notice. My mom tried to protect me a lot, but as I grew older, I got sick of being tied to her apron strings. Obviously, one can't be with their parents all the time...and that's when I would get in trouble. I eventually stopped mentioning things like this to my mom, because she freaked out so badly, and embarrassed me in front of friends by saying "oh, she can't go, there will be guys around...etc"
All of these guys were family friends. My parents sort of run a church, so we have a lot of "friends". Also, a couple were friends of my brother, and a couple were in some way related.
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Yes, there's something wrong with you alright - you really need to stop being so submissive and stand up for yourself already; I obviously don't need to tell you why.
What you said regarding your father distresses me. I mean, I simply can't imagine standing idly by while such trash takes place; "I didn't notice" is NO excuse.
I would continue to inquire about this, but I'm not sure if I see the point. I mean, I'd like to help, but it seems as if your guess is as good as mine. This is just so weird.
But you know what really gets me? How there could have been so much attention of this nature directed against you when you still so very young. Older females being violated is one thing, but it's nothing short of bizarre that a kid would be so enticing to so many people. How can this be? Is it something in the water, perhaps? Again, WEIRD.
Regardless, I'm very, very sorry to be hearing about all this. Hope I could help. Keep fighting.
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Thank you for being so caring and thoughtful as to post such responses. I do need to work on standing up for myself...I have done better in recent months, or maybe I have just become more reclusive. At any rate, I am tired to trouble, and am trying my best to do better.
Yes, my father has never really been a big part of my life. He doted on my brother, but I was just a girl, and we rarely spoke. I know my mom mentioned some stuff to him about my problems, and at first he shrugged it off. Then, when I had to leave college bc that 25 year old practically raped me, he heard about it, and was mad. More at me than at the guy though. He said I was stupid to trust him.
It is weird that most of this happened when I was so young. Believe me, I have puzzled over it for hours, but it occurred to me the other day, that I have always been what you call an "old soul." When I was 6, people would say I was 6 going on 60. I had that way of seeming like I knew it all. Also, a number of the guys who violated me told me themselves that I seemed like I was in my 30s, not teens. Maybe they were justifying themselves?
Anyway, thank you for being so nice. It really makes me feel better. You are a very kind person, have a great day!
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You're very welcome, ma'am.
.....Now I'm sorry, but your father is worthless. There's just no way around it. He's scum; he doesn't deserve to be called a man. I mean, do you have any idea what I would do if were in his position?
The "old soul" concept that you brought up is interesting, but probably irrelevant. It explains very little, if anything. I think the bottom line is that nothing really explains your story; you just seem to have piss-poor luck.
Furthermore, it's interesting that you appreciate my presence here; if you would check my profile and other comments you would see that I am actually known to be a powerfully venomous person. Then again, you're not quite like most others here.
Oh and by the way, regarding another one of your replies here, I would seriously consider getting some new friends.
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I have looked at your profile, in fact, I have had an account here for several months, and am somewhat familiar with you. I even recall having a little argument with you once upon a time. However, some of my favorite people in the world are those who come across as venomous at first, but really have hearts of gold. There is something incredibly sweet about that.
About my father, some people tell me he is a worthless, terrible father. Some just say he is different, because he is from a different culture. I don't know anymore. I used to really want a loving, doting daddy like the other girls had, but now, I don't really miss it. I figure he is what he is.
Thanks for saying that I just have poor luck. I hope that is it, and that my unlucky streak is over. But to make sure, maybe I will work on not being such a "nice" person all the time. Maybe if I had a little spunk to me, people would be a bit more wary? So maybe I should learn a thing or two from you. ;)
And I insist, you are a very nice person for someone who's gender is classified. :)
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Get angry and stay angry, that's what I say.
.....Now can I guess your identity? I THINK I've already got it, and the uncertainty is annoying.