Not really, to be honest I think I may be a manic depressive ( bipolar) because when I'm happy I'm really happy and loud but then at night or in the evenings I get really down.
Occasionally though when I'm happy I just get this feeling that something will go wrong but to be honest I can't remember the last time I was a happy, I have moments and days where I'm not down or am happy but in terms of actually being happy with life and my place in it, it must be about 3 years since I've truly felt happiness
Is It normal that I am comfortable being depressed?
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Not really, to be honest I think I may be a manic depressive ( bipolar) because when I'm happy I'm really happy and loud but then at night or in the evenings I get really down.
Occasionally though when I'm happy I just get this feeling that something will go wrong but to be honest I can't remember the last time I was a happy, I have moments and days where I'm not down or am happy but in terms of actually being happy with life and my place in it, it must be about 3 years since I've truly felt happiness