Is it normal that i am always sad, but then

for me its always been internet, but being around kids probably is the best thing for u to do, inless ur a pedophile but meh something gets said about how much time i spend online to

If this kid makes you happy, become better friends with him. It may be able to help you get out of your depression, but don't be disapointed if it doesnt happen right away.
It's completely normal to find someone that fills you with hope, even if you don't know them well. I've experienced it before too, I was very captivated and intrigued, and it gave me something to look forward to.

-A 4 year clinical depression survivor

id call that kid ur catcher,someone who gives u hopes n lets u think not everything in the world is selfish n tainted
ur an appreciative person ya know so u had to happen to meet someone who makes u feel better cuz of the way he is

Go talk to the kid. Whatever makes you happy my friend.

I have clinical depression and the only one that snapps me out of it is my 3yr old neice, something about her innocent laughter and her hugs just helps me feel happen for that moment. Adults don't make me feel that way.