Is it normal that i am a heterosexual that has sucked cock?

So, I am so horny all of the time. I pretty much want to suck and fuck pussy constantly. I also love the language of obscenity. Pussy. Suck. Fuck. All of it. I'm constantly wanting to talk very dirty to my wife.

The thing is... before I met my current wife... when I was in a much more restrictive environment... it was hell on earth for me. I hated my life. I hated my lack of sex. I would do anything just for the sexual experience.

So.

I would go on business trips.

I would try to use the internet to contact women. To cheat. To have sex. It was extremely difficult. All of them were whores who wanted payment. I didn't want to go to jail for fulfilling a natural human desire.

Therefore...

I would use the internet to contact men. They would come to my hotel room. They would shove their cocks down my throat. They would fuck me. I was always very drunk when this happened, because I would never have done it when I was sober.

The thing is.

I loved it. Mainly because it was a feeling of total rebellion against the sexual war. I knew that these men were desperate to have sex, and that women have largely made their commodity a scarce resource. It's an evolutionary defense against reproducing bad genes... at least that's what I believe.

I provided for them an easy release. The only thing that I'm attracted to about men is that they are easy. If I wanted to, I could go online and find a man that would do anything that I wanted.

Christ, I wanted to fuck and it was easier to pull a man than a woman, so I did. Wow.

Am I normal?