IIN that I’m attracted to Dylann Roof and the Columbine shooters?

Then go get with a psychopath and see how it turs out for you.
I knew a psychopath in new orleans. He was quite difficult to deal with. He was a compulsive liar, theif, and downright cruel human being. He finally got a wife whom he met over the internet. I met her one day with my wife. My wife waved for her to come closer and reluctantly she did. We saw that her hands were shaking and her body language showed a defensive prose. Mr psycho said to her " meet my friends". Her response was obviously fearfull and she said "but you told me i have to stay in the car". I tried to get him into the back yard to separate them so that my wife could ask her if he was hurting her, but he sensed what we were up to and grabbed her by the arm and placed her back in her car. Months later, a co-worker who knew them mentioned to me that him and his wife were worried that she was being abused or controlled.
You apparently have no self esteem if you think there is something attractive about these assholes.