Is it normal that don't have a guy in my life?
i'm almost 18.i used to be shy till two years back and even after i got over my shyness i never talked to guys all that much(maybe it was because i was living in a small town that time).so anyway i never considered myself pretty(especially then coz i had bad acne which only became bearable till about a year ago).so it wasn't strange atall that guys weren't into me.but now that i'm almost 18 the lack of a guy in my life is a bit irritating.its not that guys haven't been into me.a few have maybe 5-6 but all the wrong kind.if i have to be honest i am average to look at(yeahh sometimes my skin bugs me)but i have a good personality(thats what everyone says).i can talk to anyone,everyone...so the thing is a guy in my college liked me(it was the month college began)and i told him no.i liked my other friend whose commited(i still kind of like him but never behave weirdly with him.we hang out alot since hes currently in a long distance)..i have alot of guy friends but it seems they don't look at me in that way(i hang out with a bunch of guys sometimes i'm the only girl in the group sometimes not..at times they seem to forget i'm a gal..its kind of nice but bugging too)..in the meantime the guy who told me he really was crazy about me(he used to be my good friend)started going out with this girl after 2 and 1/2 weeks n hardly talks to me anymore(this pissed me off..i thought we were friends anyway).i could have had a fling easily but i didn't want to coz i've always wanted the right guy.so the thing is i see couples everywhere,almost everyone seems to have someone or is committed.i have wanted to have someone for a year or maybe more but never really tried to "find" someone.always thought it should naturally happen .i have never kissed or had a relationship.so is it circumstances or me?am i doing the right thing in thinking that i'm 18 and i have all the time in the world? am i normal?