Is it normal that at one point i planned to kill myself?

A few years back, i thought i was suicidal. Frequently i thought about taking a revolver and just putting one in my head. at one point, i even wrote a suicide note on my phone to everyone i cared about. although i dont think i would ever have actually came through with it, it was almost an obsession for me. i just didnt care anymore about anything

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  • It's becoming increasingly "normal" to feel this way, as depression and suicidal thoughts seem to be more common these days.

    But if you still feel this way, you should definitely seek some sort of help or try helping yourself, atleast.

    I can definitely relate to this situation.

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  • I think everyone goes through this at some point in their lives. Mine was when I was 12-17 years old. Shitty life was shitty.

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  • creepy^^

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  • If you feel that way again, please seek help! I have also been suicidal and I can assure you that no matter how shitty things are, there are definitely things worth living for once you tough out the bad times!

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  • Well, about a year ago i was depressed and I would constantly think about just.... slicing open a vein and letting myself die.
    BUT, I got better , and sometimes still, when I'm like on a high building or something I wonder what would happen...

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  • I can relate, but it sounds more like you wanted to know that people cared and felt like they didn't rather than actually wanting to die.

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  • its normal felt the same way a few years ago. just get urself out of it.

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  • like most of the comments above me, i did the same thing too. i think about it alot when i'm upset, but i don't think i will accually do it anytime soon. but, i do have a note in my notebook about how much i hate my life, and if i ever do, i think i'll leve the note out, but again, i don't think that would be anytime soon.

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  • I did too, I was fan of this site that showed different forms of suicide

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  • Yeah, it's super normal. A couple of years ago I did the same sort of things, now it just passes my mind every once in a while.

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  • yeah i was like that too. i wrote a note and left it on my bed and went out to do the deed. obviously i didnt do it and my parents found my note. they were so scared for me and helped me get through my issues. no matter what happened to you for you to feel that way, there is always help. dont let your bad feelings get the better of you and you will be a stronger person for it.

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  • Yes.

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  • Join me

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